Saturday, 30 October 2010
Wednesday, 27 October 2010
Monday, 25 October 2010
I gotta love this. I have synced my MS Word to my blogger account. I hope I will love the outcome. Haha. I find it coo because I am thinking I could personalize my fonts and I could spell check each time! In the past I have been blogging directly. I seldom use notepads or MS Word. Well, I am that kind of person I guess. I am a random kind. So yeah, this is a trial!
What's even weird is that, I was able to create some post relating to my travel in Mongolia. I know i have lots of things to post - I am trying to find the time since then. So abangan ang iba ko pang posts! See the side tabs on "Etiquetas", those are my blog labels. I classify my posts according to what is it about. If you want to see "Mongolia" related posts, click "Mongolia" or if you want to see "Travelling" or "Serious thoughts", etc.
Sunday, 24 October 2010
Saturday, 23 October 2010
My friend Mariezl lost her father last week. I can almost feel her pain. I say almost because you cannot really say you felt their pain... even if you are sisters by blood, you cannot say you understand what they felt. She told me, you cannot really say you felt someone else pain, until you experience it yourself. I thought so too. When she cried to me, it breaks my heart knowing she felt way beyond extreme compared to mine. Chielo also has a kababata who recently passed away and she could not believe it. Life is fleeting.
Since my childhood, i dreaded places like cemetery and events like funeral or wake. I always look away from the coffin. I never look at dead people. I don't know why and how it started. I've never lost someone dear to me. And i thought about preparing myself --- and it dawned me, no amount of preparation can make you feel at ease with losing someone. I have aging parents too and it makes me scared.
It should begin with "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding". It is trusting that life and death is in God's perfect time, in God's perfect command. It is believing that Christ died for all mankind so that a perfect life after death would be possible.
About the pain of losing - God the Father must have had so much pain losing His only begotten son. It must have been a lot of pain compared to humans, i mean knowing He is God and He has the power to stop things and turn those bastards into salt, i mean, He is God for all you care. He can do anything. But he did not. Because it was necessary. Because a sacrifice was necessary.
Still, I do not want my parents or any of my lovedones to leave or die or anything. It drives me sleepless with just the thought of losing them. So i pray:
Tuesday, 19 October 2010
Tuesday, 12 October 2010
Sunday, 10 October 2010
Yeah, I have to do this. First, it was hard for me to stop playing in Zynga. I just tried not to play for 5 days, then 10, then before i knew it, i stopped. No, Im not hooked on facebook, definitely. But i think i will be back. But I will no longer be as active (I hope), when i come back.
Bad things about facebook: you have all the kinds of people there, friends, family, co-workers, bosses and ex-bosses, acquaintances, enemies, people who like to pasikat. If i stay and be as active, i would be the same kind --- the same kind of brand i am actually classifying others into.